It was two in the morning as
Marcus wandered past a string of majestic front doors. Behind them all were
residences that only aristocratic families could live in. He stopped walking
when he came to the fifth house along. Not much of the external structure had differed
from the day the building work had been completed, but it was cleaner. After a
century of the Cartwright family living at that address, a newer dynasty
claimed it as their castle. He was tortured by him having no further right to
refer to it as his home, not even in the past tense, and by there being no
funeral service or burial waiting for him. Bowing his head loosely, he finished
off a bottle of wine he took from a gentleman’s club in Kensington he still was
a member of. This was the fourth one to be emptied in less than two hours. The
slurring of speech and lumbering coordination never materialised, though. He
had to make do with three appearances of the most obvious way to physically
identify the species he evolved into in less than a day – the vampire. Alcohol
was of no value in helping to lose control of all civilised inhibitions; they
were intact, and still were when he reached the residence he was embarrassed to
call home. It was the insidious reflection of how far he’d fallen from the
society that had made him a gentleman. That was the price of the immortality
rewarded to him by Lady Emilia Rawlinson. She promised him living forever in
the world was worth far more than love or riches. He would have kept that
guarantee close to his heart had it kept its perceived truthfulness. Marcus
first saw the real version of her truth when he strolled through a room full of
men scarred, injured and dying. They were all wearing the same uniform as him,
but his body was not missing any limbs or sporting disfigurement that would
sicken those who only accepted beauty and nothing else. His skills as a man of
medicine and science helped some to recover from their wounds, but he was no
master of reaching into their minds. He learned the hard way that not all wounds
are visible or solid. Through each gulp of wine, he felt the searing hatred for
the woman who’d brought him a false paradise. He doubled his liquor-soaked rage
by picturing the poster that reminded British men that their country needed
them. He was no longer certain of what that meant for the nation or in the
future.
“Well, the future is going to
answer that conundrum anyway – I jolly well will be there to witness it” he
said without dropping a vowel or mispronouncing a word.
He was still in full possession
of his faculties and he felt depressed every occasion that he realised it.
Responding to his defeat in getting drunk until he passed out, he hurled the
bottle into the Thames. He had ended up there because he wasn’t caring where
his feet were taking him. The destination was irrelevant: it was the reason
that mattered. He was here because an hour in a place that was empty of comfort
made him long to be far away from walls, floors and ceilings; they were
suddenly less inviting than a dungeon. Death couldn’t visit him, and he was
persistently made to the feel the century-long hurt of watching men he’d known
as boys turn into weak, sickly old men. The sorrow it created was rehashed when
Kitchener sent young men into a battle with an enemy that outmatched the British
military might. Marcus almost didn’t volunteer but Emilia used her influence to
make him a captain. The inducement she gave him was that the blood of the
wounded was richer than the few who escaped any kind of injury. He opted only to
drink from the soldiers who were dying, much to the scathing disappointment of
Lady Rawlinson. His memory of who survived and who didn’t was an optimistic
one. He didn’t know anyone who survived: the small number of acquaintances and
friends he’d made during the four years he wore his uniform had gone by 1918.
Maudlin emotions were striking
hammer blows against the walls of indifference Emilia helped build around him.
Three years into the period of peace this country was revelling in and he
couldn’t shake either the horrors he’d seen around him or the burgeoning horror
at his own existence. A cloud of mist dancing around Tower Bridge distracted
Marcus from his poisoned introspection. It was at least twelve feet away, but
it was a sight no-one who might be out this late could miss. This example of
nature’s spectacles reminded him of the last time he saw Emilia. In three days,
it would be the first anniversary of them parting company. The end of their
association – it could in no way be termed a friendship or a romantic liaison –
was riddled with acrimony of the most stringent kind. After draining the blood,
and life, from a six-month old baby girl, with Lady Rawlinson watching him the
whole time, he fled London and became a squatter in a deserted country cottage
for a whole fortnight. His immense guilt at taking the life of a child
transformed itself into a beast-like rage, and Emilia bore the brunt. But she
wasn’t experiencing misery: she derived an extremely perverse pleasure from
each act of violence perpetrated by him. Every bit of furniture in the cottage
was smashed against her body, but her repeated reaction was more akin to the
noise representing an orgasmic climax. With nothing left to use a weapon to wound
her as badly as he could, he resorted to a psychological manoeuvre, and started
heaping a petulant-driven sense of shame upon their shared existence. He
organised his words carefully enough to break through Emilia’s invisible
armour.
“You and I have no right to say
we deserve immortality.”
This comment smacked Emilia up
sharp. She slapped his face, ricocheting him several steps in a backward movement.
“Never present yourself as
reluctant to do what you’ve done” she stated ferociously. “We exist as the
harbingers of death!”
Disturbed by the conviction with
which she expressed that malevolent an attitude, Marcus lurched himself at
Emilia and started to drink her blood. He only consumed less than a pint before
she threw him across the whole of the cottage’s downstairs room. He landed
against the right-hand wall and it crumbled away. The building then collapsed
in on itself, covering the combatants in an avalanche of debris. Their burial
was temporary: they each dug themselves out. Lady Rawlinson stared at Marcus
with a harsh intensity in her eyes he’d never seen before. This was the
precursor to Emilia taking her turn to prove how much malicious violence she
could be capable of. He endured double what he’d dished out. At the end of her
retaliation, she screamed out “How dare you feed on me!” He had never
considered an action such as that to be taboo. She backed two feet away and said
stonily “You’re on your own.” In the silence that followed, he savoured the
relief of this partnership’s dissolution. He turned his back to her and kept
walking away, never adopting a single stance suggesting a change of heart.
Their exile from each other was the only delightful aspect of what he had gone
through, only to emerge from the other end of it in this state.
When sunlight spread along the
banks of the Thames, Marcus was to be found on a bench. Because of his
biological invulnerability, the chill of the early morning air failed to open
him to the common cold or to flu-related illnesses. He woke up and felt nothing
that indicated he was about to come down with some malady. An elderly couple
approached the bench, passing on eye gestures to him that alerted him to
realise they wanted to rest their legs. He infused what gentlemanly qualities he
had at this time of the morning and vacated the bench for their benefit.
“Thank you sir” they individually
said, a minute apart.
He decided to walk down towards
where the left-hand bank passed Greenwich. There was no-one and nothing there
that warranted him paying a visit to that area of London. He simply wanted to
stretch his legs, which was hardly necessary. Marcus didn’t have any
circulation problems in his lower thigh muscles. Every few minutes, he moved
his head to get a peek at the people strolling leisurely behind him. Most of
the faces of the individuals changed as they found the locations in the city
they were trying to reach. One didn’t, though. When most of the crowd made
their way to the right, a blonde-haired woman dressed in a Countess’ outfit
stayed on the river bank’s concourse and kept a distance that wasn’t supposed
to arouse the suspicion in someone they were being followed. The ruse was pathetic.
Someone with half the IQ Marcus possessed could have worked out they were being
shadowed in over ten minutes – Cartwright needed half that. He pretended to
turn a corner to see if he was really being tailed. She stood near the river’s
railings for a moment but then copied the sudden-direction change. He doubled
back and pushed his arm around the neck of the woman who was soon keen to mimic
the route he was taking to Greenwich.
“Here for the observatory” Marcus
aggressively asked her.
“Here for you, Marcus Cartwright”
said the fair-haired stranger.
“How do you know my name?”
“The answer to that can wait.”
“Talking of names, I would like
to know yours.”
“Emma Houghton-Bowes.”
He knew she hadn’t given her true
name, but he was more interested in what she wanted with him. Marcus was
content in forecasting that she would at some point tell him what her parents
had called her when she had been born.
“What do you want with me?”
“At last, the question I wanted
to hear you ask. To show you something that won’t make you so hateful of the
existence you’ve had for over a century.”
A curtain of mist drifted by the
woman talking to Marcus: suddenly, it developed a smell like steam. The more
transparent it got, the more his nose picked up the expanding odour. Involuntarily,
he put his hand on the railings overlooking the water moving through the
Thames. He snatched it away and looked at it as if were Marcus’ arch-nemesis.
Instead of the barrier stopping people falling into the river, he saw his hand
was on the side of his kettle.
“How’s your hand” said Sophie
Pryce.
“Its’...its’ fine”
Two consecutive glances to both
sides of his current surroundings revealed he was in his kitchen. A memory had
somehow taken hold of his consciousness, but his hands were still doing things
he did in the present.
“How did you get in, Sophie?”
“You let me in.”
“I did?”
“Yeah, we were talking and I
mentioned a trip to London that Mark and I are thinking of taking in a few
weekends time, and you started staring into space.”
Marcus put his right hand up to
his forehead. His eyes narrowed.
“Getting a headache?”
“No, just an intense thought.
Sorry about this, but I forgot why you called round to my house.”
“To talk to you about my big
sister and your pal, Catherine”
“Does Jade know you’re here?”
“Christ, Marcus! That must’ve
been some daydream you had!”
“I’m not with you.”
“You so weren’t – I told you that
she doesn’t know I’m here when I walked through the door.”
Sophie saw Marcus’ phone display
exhibiting Ms Henfield’s face, name and number.
“Is your phone on silent?”
“It is, since you asked” said Dr
Cartwright.
“Well, Cathy’s calling you?”
He touched the correct symbol to
take her call.
“Jade isn’t here!” he said
snappily.
“I know – she’s here with me”
said Catherine via the receiver on Marcus’ mobile.
“I had another of my flashbacks –
Miss Houghton-Bowes!” he said to Catherine teasingly.
“Is someone with you, Marcus?”
“Yeah, Catherine – Sophie, Jade’s
little sister.”
“Well then, don’t address me by
that name if you’ve got company!”
“Right you are.”
“Once I’m done at where I work,
I’m dropping by at your house in about an hour. Exercise what diplomacy you
have and find a way to get Sophie to leave without making her suspicious.”
Marcus couldn’t dare to repeat
Catherine’s instruction in front of Sophie. Jade’s younger sibling had to
remain in the dark about her sister being with Cartwright’s neighbour and
fellow immortal.
“I am sorry, but I’m due to do a
two-hour shift at Royal Bolton shortly, so I’m going to have to set off in a
minute or two. We can continue this conversation another time.”
“How about during a second chance
at a double-date”
“After what happened at
Gladstone’s, I sincerely doubt Jade would go for it.”
“She might. Anyway, I’ll let you
think it over”
Marcus observed every step of Sophie’s
departure from his house, without making her feel she was being pushed out
hurriedly. They waved to one another and Marcus waited until she disappeared
behind a long hedge.
Catherine closed the door to her
office to stop any overly curious worker from seeing what’s inside the room
before they saw too much. She locked the door from the inside too.
“Why did you do that?”
“To stop people getting in: I
don’t want anybody interrupting us! I have a shitload of talking to do and I
need you to listen well to what I have to say.”
“So it’s a lecture!”
“If that’s how you choose to see
it, then yes, it is a lecture.”
“Is there a Q&A session
afterwards?”
Jade’s query wasn’t mean to be
serious, but since Catherine was keen to get down to business, she hadn’t grasped
the sarcastic flavour the irate Detective Constable had seasoned the question
with.
“Naturally, there will be – I had
plenty myself the day I kissed my ageing process goodbye, but only a select few
were answered.”
The use of a contemporary phrase
indicative of the present day tapped into Jade’s initial understanding of what
Catherine was getting at. She was astonished by the nonchalant way Ms Henfield
said the word vampire: there was no incredulity in her voice. Jade was
disappointed. She wanted the get out clause that she had imagined the
animalistic molars growing of their own accord, the savage demise of Leon
Harris, and the sight of her boyfriend sinking the incisors that made a brief
appearance in his mouth into one spot on her neck. The last of these three
recollections had manifested itself just now. The clarity with which DC Pryce replayed
her moment of transformation was a new factor in this memory. It opened all the
significant elements that only the mind could collect together. None of them
were visual, so her brain had to do what her eyes couldn’t. What connected
these internally-received pockets of information was that they showed her, in
word form, the consequences of the mode of living Marcus had shunted her into
and that they directly involved the members of her family. Then, the
visualisation of what her immortality meant for her mum & dad and her
sister included images of Jade watching them all die of old age. The visions
eroded her emotional impartiality and the tear duct of her left eye, let out a
comet of water cascade at lightning speed down the cheek on that side of her
face. Barely a moment afterwards, her right eye decided to join in. Jade hadn’t
applied any eyeliner, so she never sported panda eyes. The absence of make-up
darkening the top half of her tear tracks spared her losing dignity whilst
expressing sheer sorrow and anger simultaneously. The emotion driving both
began to let her fury take over. Jade’s eyes were steadily conveying the
heightened feelings as they ascended. Catherine could feel the build-up but she
wasn’t going to do a U-turn in spelling out to her what she now was. She
couldn’t control another person’s emotions steaming ahead like a runaway train
and she wasn’t in favour of trying to staunch them either.
“You’re a vampire!”
Jade tried to lessen the impact
of these three words, but she couldn’t filter out the incontrovertible physical
evidence that she was what Catherine said.
“I don’t want to hear it” pleaded
Jade.
“You have to! There isn’t any other way to tell
you than this. How long you remain immortal is dependent on you.”
The coldness of the way Catherine
had stated the set of circumstances awaiting Jade made the CID officer’s
reaction burn with the strength of a bush fire, rampaging out of control. She used
this tempestuous outburst to highlight the inconsistencies of Ms Henfield’s
announcement.
“I don’t burn in the daylight and
neither do you or Marcus; I’m not afraid of churches, crucifixes or holy water;
my heart still works and I can breathe; I don’t have the desire to sleep in
coffins – so how can I be a vampire?”
Her own incredulity was there,
but Jade made it harsher as she yelled the reasons she felt none of this could
be true at Catherine. The constituent words added to the sense of denial DC Pryce
was taking shelter behind.
“I can’t give you the how, Jade –
none of my kind can. The mythology can do nothing for you but to give you the
fantastical side of the way I and others like me live. We are not supernatural
beings. From dawn to dusk, there is nothing to separate us from mortal humans.
The vampires within us only come out when it is night: the darkness then
dominates our senses, our strength.”
Jade didn’t think Catherine was
making a good job of acclimatising her to being a vampire. Right now, she saw
her as a salesman and not someone who could make sense of something she still
thought was an unreality. This pressure suddenly made listening to Catherine
temporarily unbearable and she lost the ability to keep her emotions in check.
Jade stood up and at the top of her voice she yelled “You have no fucking
intention of helping me come to terms with this! What’s worse, you’re even less
willing to answer me about the E-mail you sent Kara! All you’re shitting well
focussed on is making what I’ve been forced into becoming fall in line with
your own agenda! What about my family? I’ve got the fucking awful business of
staring into the eyes of my sister and my parents as they die, whilst I retain
my youthful looks forever! That’s the most painful truth about immortality, and
you want me to accept that – well, why the fuck should I do that? You don’t
know what its’ like, so give over with this lecturing crap!”
“Yes I fucking do!” Catherine
suddenly roared. “I had a family two centuries ago, but I outlived them! Do you
think that was a picnic? Do you think I revelled in having the chance to live
forever? Well, if you do – you’re wrong on every pissing level! I spent
ninety-eight years hating the very core of my existence – but then I realised
that I can’t hate what I can’t control. It was that fact and no other which
eased me into accepting that I was never going to age anymore! So, don’t act as
if you alone have the burden of your family growing old and you not ageing with
them – I’ve had to live with it, and I’m still pissing well living with it!”
Still emotionally fragile, Jade
responded with “You know what, Cathy – you can forget me staying for the hour –
I’m seeing Marcus now!”
“He’ll only tell you the same
thing I told you. Talking to him won’t make it easier for you psychologically!”
“Oh, you think I’m going there to
talk to him!”
Catherine had no doubt about the
meaning of Jade’s parting remark. Forgetting that it was still the daytime, DC
Pryce tried to pull the locked office door from its hinges. Its refusal to
budge decreased her determination to escape these surroundings and vent her
turmoil out on Marcus.
“Do you feel better for that?”
Jade shook her head and returned
the seat on the other side of the desk to Catherine.
“I didn’t think you would.”
“So what was the answer you
promised to give me regarding the E-mail you sent to Kara?”
The question symbolised a
definite stance to stop Catherine reneging on the one condition Jade had
insisted upon.
“What answer?”
“Don’t bullshit me, Catherine!
You said you were going to give me the answer you previously refused to!”
“I was, but I don’t think you’re
ready for the explanation: you’re not in the right frame of mind.”
“Says you”
Catherine kept tight-lipped, in
spite of Jade’s refusal to let the matter go until Ms Henfield made good on her
promise. The silent treatment was clearly making Pryce’s mood more volatile.
“Unlock the door” said Jade in a
seething tone.
Rising from her office chair,
Catherine got up, walked over to the door and unlocked it.
“Go see Marcus then, Detective
Constable!”
Her adherence to what Jade wanted
almost sounded like a challenge. Denied the answer she was expecting Catherine
to reveal, DC Pryce opened the unlocked door and started to walk through it.
“He’s at my house: I told him to
wait there!”
Jade stopped. She half-turned her
head to Ms Henfield, but continued her departure a moment later.
Whilst walking through the car
park to get back to the main road, she obtained the feeling that Catherine had
deliberately revealed where Marcus was located. The conclusion had pushed its
way past her other thoughts waiting in the queue and was still there when she
tried to hail down a cab. All the ones she saw coming her way zoomed past her.
None of the drivers within displayed any inclination of picking up passengers
who were stood by the kerb. An approaching bus was Jade’s last resort in
getting to where she wanted to be. She hurried over to the bus shelter it was
heading to. The display above its windscreen informed DC Pryce that Dunning Park
was one of the stops along its route through Bolton; its principal destination,
though, was Salford. She stuck her arm out. It began to slow, but it ground to
a halt about several inches past the bus stop. Jade boarded, paid the fare to
the entrance to Dunning Park, and took one of the fold-up seats in front of the
ones that were nestled side-by-side, at both halves of the vehicle. Within a
minute, she was given a more down-to-earth reason to feel like a stranger
amongst the passengers who’d already found somewhere to sit. She was already
aware of the utterly abnormal one, but she was being exposed to its mundane
equivalent. Her constant use of the car she owned had put her out of sync with
what travelling by bus entailed, beginning with the most irritating fact about
public transport – the inflated duration of waiting at each stop. This was down
to the abolition of bus conductors. The driver assuming those duties lengthened
the journey by at least five or six minutes. With traffic jams, it frequently
climbed to double or even treble that.
To make the time go whistling by,
Jade glanced around the lower deck to observe the faces of the commuters around
her. At the heart of this endeavour were Marcus and Catherine. The success they
had at blending into the society that kept changing around them set Jade off
wondering whether anyone on this bus happened to be a vampire. Although her mum
had told her on a number of occasions it was rude to stare too long at someone,
she could do nothing else. Voicing her suspicion that there might be a
bloodsucker amongst the collection of passengers would invite the maximum
amount of ridicule: so it became something quite out of the question for her to
attempt. She made sure that she only looked in their direction for a few seconds
each. If someone did object to be glanced at like that, Jade could make up the
excuse that she was just looking around to stave off boredom – it was one of
those people were quite ready to take as red. But after four-fifths of the
excursion on this bus service, she couldn’t support continuing this weird
pastime. It was making her facial expressions outwardly appear too intense, and
on public transport, this could easily attract undue attention: the kind nobody
who wanted to think during their journeys could be doing with. Jade cleared
this stupid visual game out of her head and started to think about what she was
going to say to Marcus. The problem with that was automatically identified: no
discussion in the history of relationships between men and women contained the
questions she knew she was going to put to him. The position she had been
placed in made her feel rage again, but she had spent the last fifth of the bus
ride encasing it in a sphere of logic. She knew that this was the healthiest
mindset to have whilst she confronted Marcus about his actions. It was almost
shifted slightly out of balance when a young man wearing a rugby shirt over a
muscularly toned body decided he was going to be the one to get off ahead of
her – one of the daily signs that being gentlemanly was so last week. Yet
there’d been so many males in that age group guilty of that lack of courtesy,
Jade had ceased to judge these instances as unusual. He acted as if DC Pryce
wasn’t there, but she opted to move that detached ounce of anger back onto the
mental picture of Marcus that kept appearing. She felt it would do no good
spreading it any wider. The man with the rugby T-shirt’s misdeed was tiny
compared to Marcus’. The argument that he had prevented her from shuffling off
her mortal coil was now flimsy: as far as she was concerned, all he had done
was to make her like him to satisfy his own emotional needs. She found nothing
noble about his actions. This specific point was threaded into the first
question she came out with when Marcus opened Catherine’s front door to Jade.
“Why didn’t you just let me die?”
Dr Cartwright wasn’t too shocked
by the ingratitude of the query. He’d had an inkling that her character was
going to trigger this reaction to staying the age she’d reached forever. Marcus
hadn’t been thankful for the gift of eternal youth; he too speculated whether
he could get a refund. However, the answer he had prepared came from the mouth
of someone who had accepted his lot fully: a symptom of how Catherine had
worked on his attitude until it matched her current one.
“I couldn’t bear to lose you.”
Its overt sentimentality angered
her more. She couldn’t bear to hear that level of soppiness being used as his
way of bringing his love for her into this matter.
“Stop talking to me like I’m your
girlfriend!” snapped Jade.
“How can I – that’s what you are
to me!”
“No, that’s your vision of what I
am to you: right now, it isn’t mine! I don’t know what I am to you, Marcus!”
Jade repeated the question she’d
greeted him with. She then warned him to be honest and not to go down the path
of expressing sickly romanticism. He pulled her inside and closed the door
behind her before coming out with the answer closest to the truth.
“Because you are the only woman
I’ve ever met that made me glad to be immortal.”
What she heard still had slight
romantic overtones, but it seemed more genuinely honest than the last answer
Jade had received. The reply he gave, however, didn’t reduce her volatility.
“I am not your fucking salvation,
Marcus! I don’t know how many women you’ve known or whether any of them ended
up like me – but I refuse to be thought of a way out of your loneliness!”
This new outpouring of anger
began giving Jade mental projections of the types of death she would have had.
All were horrific and gruesome. One vision surged to the extremities of what
was graphic and harrowing about the final moments of any human. The subsequent
images which passed through her mind prompted her to hyperventilate.
“Take some water”
Marcus’ right hand settled on Jade’s
left shoulder, but she snatched herself away. His gentle side was like acid
burning her skin. Every facade of normality he had portrayed inside his
relationship with her had the same intensity as that liquid mutilating the
flesh. She ventured to the kitchen and opened the cutlery drawer. Locating the
sharpest knife, she pressed the lower edge of it on her wrist and suddenly made
a gash across her left wrist that penetrated a vein. Blood started to spurt and
bubble up from the incision, but it didn’t get to the stage where she would
begin haemorrhaging externally. The skin meshed together as if it were being
zipped up. Dark reddish stains from the short-lived geyser still covered the
area around the cut. She was dismayed that wounding herself was proving to be
impossible again
“What will it take to make my
immortality go away?” screamed Jade.
“You can’t make it go away, Jade!
Once you become a vampire, there is no reversal!”
She walked over to Marcus: her
feet guided by her tempestuous reactions. Grabbing his arms gave him the false
impression this was a physical act of affection. Her hands then manoeuvred his
firmly onto her throat and covered his fingers and knuckles with her palms.
Jade put pressure on them to ensure she was being strangled. He tried to loosen
the grip, but she doubled her effort to keep it firm.
“Kill me!” she said croakily.
“Squeeze the fucking life out of me!”
DC Pryce did what she could to
maintain this method of ending her existence, but when she had a vision of her
looking at a family photo, she lost her nerve and slackened the tension in her
hands. Marcus didn’t waste a single second in rapidly moving his hands away.
She coughed fiercely for a minute and then stuck her head under the tap to get
a drink of water. The action of slurping the downward vertical flow brought her
out of the fury-based, suicidal state. She moved herself along by the bottom of
her hands to quicken the exit from the kitchen. Jade, still panting lightly,
sought a return to reason on Marcus’ sofa in the living room. Here, she had
numerously entertained the chance to jump his bones. But this new purpose was
free of sexual intent. She was trying to decide which person she wanted to be.
Jade had been happiest having one existence: she didn’t need to think about balancing
between two. Even being a police officer and someone’s daughter were two halves
of herself she could blend together without taking too much from both facets.
This attitude prevented emotional overloading, but the protection from that
circumstance was effectively stolen by Marcus. She couldn’t stop the subsequent
meltdown, and had to let it occur before she was in a frame of mind to seek
answers instead of flying off the handle. Yet, the sight of her making
redundant attempts to commit suicide pulled her anger into his current set of
feelings. A compassionate rage overcame him and his subconscious was refusing
to stop it breaking out.
“You stupid fucking bitch: do you
have any idea how I was feeling when I saw that you were doing? I thought I
could keep you at arm’s length because I was hiding the vampire side of me! It
was easier in the day, but it was hell for me at night! If I came across as
unwilling to open up, it’s because of that one reason – it was the one pissing
fact I wanted to share with you! Your imminent death made me realise that I
could only be a part of your life if you became immortal! Don’t throw that back
in my face! I fucking well love you! That should mean more to you than the
downside to our existence!”
However much pride she was
clinging onto, there was no longer cause to deny his words made sense to her –
she only wished she could grapple with the concept of her immortal status. Marcus
was panting too as he allowed this rage to make its departure, but it was still
a little too malignant to all go at once. Very small pools of it were forming
and it presented the danger they would somehow spread out to one another and
merge back into a lake of anger. They were also reconstituting themselves in
Jade’s aura. Three became conjoined when she registered he’d said “That should
mean more to you than the downside to our existence!” Her buttons had been
pushed again. The lingering traces of hostility had boiled up. Out of the blue,
DC Pryce started slapping Marcus. The first succession of blows to his
right-hand cheek had a three-second or so gap partitioning each one off, but
with anger getting stronger for the second time, they were more compacted into
each other and relentless. Forgetting how wrong it was to hit a woman in this
day and age, Marcus’ fist found its way into the left side of his girlfriend’s
face. She didn’t keel over. Her right hand supported her weight on that side,
and she pushed herself back up to stand. She moved her feet and ankles apart a
little, equalizing her weight. Referring to the punch as an embrace, Jade
yelled out to Marcus “Kiss me again!” Rage was now taking hold of their
combined senses. They now joint monopoly of it. Jade stood firm as four more
punches landed on the same part of her face. Blood and snot gathered together
beneath her nostrils, but she didn’t wipe it away, and Marcus was no longer
storing up guilt about inflicting violence on the woman he loved. The playing
field was even; one ball propelled from both sides could go in either goal. She
glanced at him and then at a corner of the skirting board. Her left hand
clenched and she manoeuvred her arm to gather strength into the most prominent
muscle in that arm. The muscular tension resulted in a punch that took away
Marcus’ balance. He toppled onto his back. She ran towards him and jumped onto
his body.
Jade spread out her arms and
rammed his wrists squarely onto the floor. It was a way of arresting someone
that a police sergeant once used. She was putting her recollection of it into
practice, but it barely masked the thin line between sex and violence Jade and
Marcus were crossing. He acted as if he was showing resistance, but the ploy
was flimsily executed. The areas she was pressing down the hardest on were the
points where a pulse gets taken to determine signs of life. Marcus’s was
running wild, contradicting one of the core certainties people attached to
vampires. His emotions were at this moment feeding off her inner brutality, and
the harder she bore down, the more he picked up on her real feelings. Employing
reverse psychology, he said “Punch me!”
He didn’t have to repeat it. Jade
had already latched onto this countermove. She whipped her hands away and her
mouth descended mercilessly onto his lips. Their jaws were open wider than
expected for kissing, and it looked like they were devouring each other’s faces
than sharing a smooch. They pulled their mouths away to get some air but their
carnal emotions hadn’t simmered down. She got to her feet first and pulled
Marcus to his directly after. The displays of anger they exchanged had wound
the clock back mentally to the state of their relationship preceding the row in
Gladstone’s and the business with DCI Oliver temporarily losing control of his
own investigation. Their internal opinions were now connected by one
conclusion: Catherine was this situation’s ‘ground zero’: their negative
feelings had reignited the spark that fizzled out as a consequence. The pair of
them thrust themselves back into that kiss: Jade jumped up athletically whilst caught
up in the embrace and mounted his waist by wrapping her legs around it – Marcus
returned her show of affection by putting his arms across the back of her
shoulders. They didn’t remember, or particularly care, that the bedroom they
were heading to upstairs was Catherine’s. He waddled as he took the additional
weight to the front of his person. The kiss showed no signs of winding down and
they were even using tongues as they made their illicit entry into Ms
Henfield’s bedroom.
Catherine had timed the journey
back to her house precisely. She was quite adept at knowing how long couples
needed to work their issues out, even if it didn’t come across to others that
she actually gave a shit. Going into the room they’d previously been in, she
immediately saw the kitchen utensil with the blood on it. Catherine picked it
up and took it straight to the sink. The sound of the tap water didn’t have a
high enough volume to cover the heavy muffled foot movements overhead. When she
heard them go from the left and then come to a halt in the midway area of the
ceiling, she didn’t require her brain to work out what they were up to. She
nearly succumbed to her first impulse – to demand they vacate the one room that
was the most private. Catherine was halfway up the stairs when thinking about
it a little more made her decide to do nothing about it whatsoever. To act as
if nothing sexual was afoot, she walked into the room where she watched TV,
when she got the chance to.
Twenty-three minutes later, the
rumpus on the first floor was all over. Jade and Marcus had dumped their sexual
energies by biblical means. The clothes they’d wildly ditched had gotten mixed
on the carpet they landed on. Jade’s minimal movement under the quilt cover led
to the accidentally exposure of her left leg. She wiggled her foot about in the
shape of a badly-drawn circle. Three of her toes flexed in harmony to the
physical manoeuvre. She then relaxed that foot and moved her leg slightly
backwards until there was a mountain in the duvet.
“I know it’s a bit of a cliché,
but I have this sudden urge for a cigarette.”
“I wouldn’t give into that
craving.”
“Why not: it’s not like tobacco
can kill me now.”
“It can’t, but that’s not why I
advised you to steer clear of smoking.”
“Why did you then?”
“I get used to saying it to people
visiting friends and family who decide to light-up.”
“Can’t they read the ‘no smoking’
signs?”
“Apparently not”
“So, you’ve still got a bit of
the doctor in you.”
“No, I’ve got a lot of the doctor
in me. It’s probably the same for you in your line of work.”
“Actually, that seems to have run
off for now. I’m waiting for it to come back!”
Marcus perused Jade’s response in
detail. In dissecting it, a humorous thought of his own materialised in his
mind.
“It’s just occurred to me, Jade.”
“What has?”
“I’ve never bothered to find out
whether our kind has its own sex manual.”
They both laughed, but Jade was
the one who derived the most humour from the statement. Her face screwed up
slightly and her eyes watered because she found it funnier than he did. It needed
three attempts to quell the sensation. She eased herself out of it by repeating
the part of the sentence that was very matter-of-fact.
“Our kind...I wonder if I can get
used to me adopting that line, Marcus.”
“You don’t have to.”
Marcus reached beneath the quilt on his side of Catherine’s bed. After a brief tug at something Jade couldn’t see, he brought his hand back out. Between his thumb and forefinger was a used condom.”
“Quick, bung it in the bin” ordered Jade as she wore a grossed-out expression. He flung back the cover and rushed into his friend’s bathroom, still holding it. He wasn’t in there any longer than a quarter of a minute and came charging back in, getting straight into the bed again.
“I don’t see why you needed that, Marcus! I didn’t think the women in the pointy teeth brigade could get knocked up!”
“You’re really going to have to look beyond the myths and pop-culture ideas that allegedly define us, Jade!”
The talk pertaining to female reproduction heralded that seriousness was on its way back, but without any friction to flare up any emotions capable of unravelling this resolution. She sat up in bed and buried her head in the crest of her outstretched arms.
“So what do I do now about this?”
Marcus reached beneath the quilt on his side of Catherine’s bed. After a brief tug at something Jade couldn’t see, he brought his hand back out. Between his thumb and forefinger was a used condom.”
“Quick, bung it in the bin” ordered Jade as she wore a grossed-out expression. He flung back the cover and rushed into his friend’s bathroom, still holding it. He wasn’t in there any longer than a quarter of a minute and came charging back in, getting straight into the bed again.
“I don’t see why you needed that, Marcus! I didn’t think the women in the pointy teeth brigade could get knocked up!”
“You’re really going to have to look beyond the myths and pop-culture ideas that allegedly define us, Jade!”
The talk pertaining to female reproduction heralded that seriousness was on its way back, but without any friction to flare up any emotions capable of unravelling this resolution. She sat up in bed and buried her head in the crest of her outstretched arms.
“So what do I do now about this?”
“That’s a question you need to
put to Cathy, Jade.”
“I have one for you, Marcus: do
you hate what you are?”
“I did – and until I met you, it
was tough ignoring them.”
“You’re going to have to teach
me!”
A pause occurred in which Jade
thought about her job, friends and family. These were the trio of real-life
constants that anything beyond the norm could push into the distance.
“I don’t know if you can. Nobody,
other than you, has any idea of what’s happened to me!” she said as she raised
her head back up.
“Nor can they, Jade” said Marcus
stiffly.
This tempted her back into some
form of disagreement with Marcus vetoing this course of action. It was
short-lived.
“I suppose we’d better get out of
this bed – it doesn’t belong to us anyway.”
“Are you in any hurry?”
She wasn’t, but Jade was starting
to listen to advice that it was best to listen to what Catherine had to say.
Her brain could not offer anything better; it was still trying to adjust to
something she’d only imagined about becoming factual to her.
“I need you to go” Catherine said
to Marcus when he and Jade came back downstairs.
“No,” said DC Pryce “he stays!”
After a minute spent realising
Jade wasn’t going to take no for an answer, Henfield offered up her brand of
agreement.
“He can if you listen, Jade.”
“Okay – but you still have to
deliver on your promise to give me an answer about that E-mail.”
“It’s obvious you’re not going to
leave this matter alone, so I might as well tell you now. The document I wanted
Kara to get for me was a copy of Andrew Lister’s re-election manifesto that
Frank George had got hold of somehow. She went missing before she could
retrieve it.”
“Kara’s just a teenage girl, not
a professional snoop to get back a political document” said Jade sternly. “It’s
more than likely Frank has abducted her a second time. Whoever did that job for
him also murdered her mum and dad!”
“I know exactly who killed them”
announced Catherine without a flicker of emotion.
“Well, do you mind sharing? I owe
it to Kara to get her back safely and to give her justice.”
Jade was sounding more like a
police officer again. The morality in trying to achieve these two aims was dictating
her choice of words.
“I can’t help you with that,
Jade.”
“Why can’t you?”
“One of the first things you need
to know about our kind is that we sense when someone has traded a normal
lifespan for an immortal one.”
“So?”
“So, I sensed it two days ago.”
“What are you getting at,
Catherine?”
“I’m sorry, but Kara is a vampire
now.”
The news was a body-blow. Jade
found the worst part of hearing this was that she had no power to stop this. In
this haze, she lashed out at Catherine, hitting her square in the face. She was
winded by the rapid assault, but recovered at a lightning pace.
“Let me guess,” said Catherine
“you’re not sorry in the slightest.”
“I was thinking of Frank when I
threw that punch. You were in the way!”
“That’s a human reaction, Jade.”
“What kind did you expect me to
have? I’ve known Jade since she was nine!”
Catherine tried to look as if she
were unmoved. Inside, it was a different story. She was sympathetic to how Jade
had expressed her feelings about this detail.
“Once Frank changed her, as he
did with the other girls”
“He changed them all?”
“If you let me finish, once she
became like you and I, the outcome for her turned bleak. There is nothing more
I can do for Kara.”
“Yes there is, Catherine” stated
DC Pryce.
“What?”
“You and I can go to her parents’
house!”
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